Hi all, The following is the fourth in a series of post Last Knight stories. Yes, I know it's been a long time since the last one. The previous stories are titled "Puzzles," "Excess Baggage," and "Unfinished Business." They are available at Fkfanfic.com and the ftp site as well as my own FK fiction page at: http://patriot.net/~piercelh/kathy.html Briefly, everyone survived Last Knight--but you knew that anyway. Natalie has some 'hunter' characteristics, and she and Nick are closer than ever. There is a lot more LaCroix in this story than the previous ones. Although it is helpful to read the earlier stories, this one can stand alone pretty easily. This entire story will be posted under an Adult header for mature themes, explicit violence and some mild sexual content. If you are not subscribed to the Adult header and would like to receive this story, drop me a line with an age statement and I'll send it to you. If the topic of homosexuality makes you uncomfortable, you may want to skip this story. This was not an easy story to write. I'd like to thank Nancy Kaminski, my intrepid beta reader and fountain of moral support, Leslie GrantSmith for her helpful suggestions and encouragement, and Jenny Holbrook for her kind enthusiasm. I assure you, all the mistakes are my own. Oh yeah, Nick and Co. belong to J.P. and Co., I am only borrowing them for a short time. No copyright infringement is intended. Comments and constructive criticism are always welcome. Flames will be used to make s'mores and with bathing suit season approaching, I really don't need the calories. Permission is granted to archive this on the web site and the ftp site. All others please ask first. Date: Thu, 23 Apr 1998 00:21:50 -0400 From: Kathy Whelton <103045.2473@compuserve.com> Subject: ADULT: More Deaths Than One Must Die (01/16) Please see standard disclaimers in part 00. "And the wild regrets, and the bloody sweats, None knew so well as I: For he who lives more lives than one More deaths than one must die." Oscar Wilde ~from The Ballad of Reading Gaol~ More Deaths Than One Must Die part 01/16 by Kathy Whelton (c) 1998 Natalie Lambert was dragged from the depths of a very pleasant dream by a rather annoying sensation on her left shoulder. She swatted at it, half asleep, until her hand made contact with what was very obviously a face. Her fingers wandered over the features and she pried open one of her eyes. Nick. Natalie swatted again, more earnestly this time, but to no avail. The sensation returned the moment her eye closed again. "What are you doing?" she asked in a sleepy voice. The sensation ceased once more. "I'm gnawing on your shoulder," Nick replied in a voice that was far too chipper for the hour. "That's nice," she murmured, still uncommitted to being awake. She could feel the dull edge of his front teeth as they brushed lightly against the skin. "Why, may I ask, are you doing that?" "I thought it would get your attention." He was right. It did. Natalie shifted onto her back and looked at him. He had that dreadfully enthusiastic, puppy dog look that she had never been able to resist, his golden hair curling into his eyes. He lay across the bed fully dressed. There was no indication that he had even slept at all. "The treatments," he reminded her. "You promised that we could start the treatments today." "What time is it?" Natalie responded, disoriented by the lack of light in the bedroom of the loft. He could tell her virtually any answer at this point and she'd believe him. "It's three p.m.." Well, it was almost three p.m.. A few minutes here and there shouldn't matter so much. It had taken quite an effort on his part not to wake her an hour earlier. She could get into an amazingly deep sleep for a mortal; not even his random movements in the room had caused her to stir. "Three o'clock! Nick, I just got into bed at eleven." Natalie sank back more deeply into her pillow, exasperated. At times Nick could be one of the most self-centered individuals she had ever come across. This was shaping up to be one of those times. "Besides, I said maybe. Maybe we could start the treatments today. It depends on what turns up in the samples back at the lab." "So," he paused. "When do you think you might be able to get back to the lab to check on them?" he asked hesitantly. He could tell she wasn't pleased by this little intrusion. It had been rather unfair of him to wake her. Just because he was too excited to sleep, didn't mean she had to be. "Like I told you this morning, Nick. It takes at least twelve hours before I can gauge the reaction. I mixed the Cytovir with the blood samples from you and Vachon at eight this morning. That means..." "Eight tonight," he finished it. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have woken you." He kissed her lightly on the shoulder. "Go back to sleep." Something was telling her that she should be happier about all this. After a very rough year, Nick was finally excited about trying for a cure again. Why was it, though, that it always seemed to be the 'miracle' cures that he got so excited about? The ones that promised a quick result but always with some degree of risk as well. The antiviral drug that she had stumbled upon was the first big break they had had--well, since the litovuterine-B disaster a few years ago. It was about time--they deserved a break after all they had been through. Still, someone had to be the voice of restraint and reason here. It seemed like she'd just been elected. "Nick," she cautioned. "I don't want you to get your hopes up too high." Nick tried to keep the disappointment from his face. "But you said that things were looking good." "In vitro, Nick. In the test tube." She rested her hand alongside his cheek. "The decrease of the extra nucleotide that's in your blood is dramatic. There's just no way to know what's going to happen once we try it out on you. I really want to proceed with caution here, Nick. I don't want a repeat of the last time." He suspected that the episode with the litovuterine-B had ultimately been harder on her than it had been on him. It was a massive disappointment, there was no doubt of that. He had been so sure that the vampire was gone. Still, once the drug-induced haze had cleared, he still had his memories of his day in the sun. She had given him that. For that he would always be grateful to her. It was the closest he had come to being human in almost eight hundred years. He was ready to try again. He needed to try again, if not for himself, then for this woman who had given so much to him. "I know, Nat. I won't get carried away this time, I promise. You said it yourself though, the only real way to test this thing is in me. Besides, right now we have Vachon willing to act as a control. Who knows how long he'll hang around? He might suddenly decide that he doesn't feel like being a pin cushion." That statement caught her attention. His leaving now would be a big setback to her research, not to mention what it would do to Tracy. Outwardly they still appeared to be 'just friends,' but Natalie was well aware of how deceiving appearances could be. "He said something to you?" "No," Nick responded. "But he may well leave without a word. That's been his style in the past," he reminded her. Natalie knew it, but she didn't have to like it. In the 'real world,' the one that didn't have vampires in it, a drug like this would go through years of rigorous animal testing before a researcher would be allowed a clinical trial. In a way, it made poor Screed's death even more unfortunate. He was the only vampire she had ever met who might even *consider* creating a research specimen or two for her. She stifled a grin at the thought of proposing such an idea to Nick. "All right," she said finally. "If the tests look good tonight, then ...we'll see about doing a test dose on you." She could see him brightening as she spoke. "You have to promise me Nick, no going behind my back this time. You stick to the program and that means laying off the blood and trying to eat in addition to the medication." Nick grinned broadly. "You're the boss. I'll do anything you say, Scout's honor." She eyed him suspiciously. "Somehow I'd find that more comforting if you'd actually *been* a boy scout." Nick shifted his weight to face her. The sleep was still heavy on her eyes and her long chestnut hair was askew. He had never seen anyone quite so beautiful in all his years. "I just want you to know that I am serious about this, Nat. And I do appreciate all your efforts--even if I do complain a lot sometimes." "You? Complain?" she asked in a mocking tone. "Never." Nick slid his arm beneath her, chuckling. "Guilty as charged. I'll try not to torture you too much during the experiment." She cringed at the choice of his word 'experiment.' Although he seemed to take it in stride, it always made her feel like a mad scientist. "You know," he started slowly. "If I'm going to cut down on the blood as much as possible..." "We can't be together," she finished it for him. "I know, Nick," she said tenderly. She had been guilty in that regard as well. They had managed a degree of intimacy, as long as his blood consumption remained relatively high. Without it, Nick wouldn't even attempt to be with her. It was often hard enough to coax him even when he had recently fed. His fear of harming her, of biting her again, consumed him at times, as much as he might like to hide it from her. She found herself in the contrary position of encouraging him to keep his blood intake high. "It doesn't mean that I have to like it." Natalie shifted in the bed until they were facing one another. "You know, we haven't started the treatments yet." "Are you trying to tempt me into cheating already?" he asked innocently. Nick slid his hand over the silky skin of her shoulder, displacing the thin strap of her nightgown. He leaned his forehead into her's. "I don't know," she smiled. "Is it working?" Nick pressed his face to her hair and inhaled deeply, nuzzling her temple with his lips. It was working all right. He could feel the desire in him stir; the desire of man and beast. "I need to feed," he said quietly. "I'll be here waiting." Natalie trailed her hand across his arm as Nick rose and headed down the stairs to the main level of the loft. end part one comments welcome Date: Thu, 23 Apr 1998 00:21:57 -0400 From: Kathy Whelton <103045.2473@compuserve.com> Subject: ADULT: More Deaths Than One Must Die (02/16) Please see standard disclaimers in part 00. Warning: N&N mushy stuff and sexual content ahead. If N&N are not your thing, feel free to move to part 3. More Deaths Than One Must Die part 02/16 by Kathy Whelton (c) 1998 Nick swallowed deeply from the bottle, then set it down on the bedside table. In the beginning he had tried to be furtive about his feeding; it disgusted him that this was a part of their intimate life together. He assumed that it would repulse her as well, but she had put a quick end to that. His blood consumption was a fact of life for them, an unfortunate one, but one that she could deal with, one that they could both deal with. He looked at her, curled up tightly in the sheets, the long waves of her hair gathered around her face. Even now, close to a year after they had nearly lost everything, it was difficult for him to believe that she was really here. It was next to impossible for him to believe that she still could love him after getting a glimpse of what he really was, and the things that he had done. But love him she did, that much was obvious. "Hey," he called softly. "Do I inspire such passion in you that you've already fallen back to sleep?" Natalie stretched her arms up over her head and arched her back. "I was just resting my eyes...and thinking about you." Nick sat down on the bed next to her. "And just what is it you were thinking about?" he asked seductively. He ran a finger across her collarbone and again slid the strap of her nightgown off of her shoulder. Nick could feel the desire that had dissipated somewhat beginning to build again. He only prayed that the beast would stay away long enough for him to show her what she meant to him. His hand came down to rest gently on the curve of her breast. "You, me, the usual stuff," Natalie answered. "How much I want you." She ran her hand across the smooth silk of his shirt and pulled him towards her. Natalie pressed her lips against his, steeling herself for the strong, coppery taste she knew she would find there. She parted her lips and let her mouth soften against his. Nick teased her delightfully as she did so, nibbling gently on her lips. Nick eased himself into the bed beside her and slid his arms around her. He kissed her, tentatively at first, then with ever increasing intensity. The taste of her was delightful. He worked his way down carefully, sliding his lips down the nape of her neck and onto her shoulders. He teased at her shoulder, the same one he had gnawed on playfully earlier. "Are you still mad at me for waking you up?" "That depends," she returned, smiling, "on just what your intentions are, sir." "My intentions," Nick tugged the top of her nightgown down and pressed his lips against the warm, soft flesh of her breast, "are totally dishonorable, I assure you" Natalie drew a quick breath at the feel of his lips against her. "In that case, you may continue." She let herself melt into the softness of the bed, giving herself over to the pleasure he seemed very willing to provide. He moved to the other breast and took it carefully, lovingly in his mouth. She could feel the heaviness growing between her legs, the powerful need to have him within her. Nick quickly pulled off his shoes and trousers and pressed the length of his body against hers, twining their legs together. As much as he anticipated the warmth of her body next to his, each time he found it to be a delicious surprise. He pulled her even closer to him, his hands wandering over her sumptuous curves. He brushed his fingers against her moist curls and heard her groan in response. He wanted nothing more than to make love to this woman, slowly, deliberately, as she so richly deserved. Nick felt his own needs begin to grow as well. The needs of the beast as well as the man. He could hear the quickened tempo of her heart, smell her musky desire for him. His eyes had taken on the amber glow that always signified his arousal, and his fangs were aching to descend. Natalie slid her hands across him. She would never get used to the firm, cool silk of his skin against her own. She could feel his fingers as they pressed within her, gently easing their way. He was always so careful with her, as if he were afraid she would break. She moved herself strongly against him, signaling her willingness to have him within her. Nick chuckled softly. Natalie had not turned out to be the shy, demure lover he had somehow thought she would be, but a woman who was very capable of making her needs known. "Getting impatient, are we?" His voice was deepened with the vampire. He was more than ready for her, the scent of her blood filled the air, calling him to her. Nick pressed the firm edge of his erection against her leg, and began rubbing against her. "Well, I'm afraid you'll just have to wait a bit." He slid his hands slowly down the length of her legs, taking her foot firmly but gently in his hands. Natalie protested briefly at the interruption, but was silenced by a look from her lover. Nick massaged her foot, lightly at first, then with increasing degrees of firmness, his cool fingers gently encircling her foot almost completely. He held her ankle in one hand, slowly rotating the foot with the other, pressing against the sole. Natalie was delightfully surprised by the warm sensations of growing pressure she sensed in her groin. He eased the first foot to the bed, the torturously repeated the procedure with the other. "Nick," Natalie called softly. She wasn't at all sure what it was he had done, but whatever it was, it had worked. Her need for him had grown urgently; she wanted desperately to feel him within her. "Please..." Nick lifted her feet off of the bed, kissing them lightly. He crossed her legs at the calves and positioned himself on his knees between her legs. He felt the desire surge within him. He could never get enough of looking at her this way, open and wanting him and only him. The scent of her came to him again, warm and musky. Nick felt his fangs drop, suddenly taking on a life of their own. He slammed his eyes shut in a desperate desire to hold on long enough to finish this for her. Nick pressed his weight against her legs, sliding his member effortlessly into her. Natalie's warm sheath engulfed him, sending his senses and his control reeling. He growled softly in the back of his throat and began thrusting within her. Natalie felt him enter her, filling the desperate void that he had so skillfully created. She could see his eyes closed tightly, whether it was for her benefit or his, she didn't know. His muscles were straining with his efforts to maintain control. She reached down and gently raked her fingers across the lengths of his thighs in an effort to reassure him. His thrusting was creating delightful waves of pleasure within her and she willed herself to relax into the sensations. A soft moan escaped from her lips as he continued to move within her. She pulled her knees even more tightly towards her body, allowing him to press himself more deeply. She could feel the violent sensations building within her, threatening to send her cascading over the edge. "Nick," she cried in a voice that was more a scream than anything else, her body begging for release. Then, suddenly, there was nothing. Natalie heard him give a strangled cry, then abruptly he withdrew from her, his cool seed spilling on her leg. Nick had slid away, she could see him huddled on the far side of the bed, his fangs firmly planted in his own wrist. "Sorry," he said quietly, licking the wounds closed. His eyes fled to the ceiling and away from her. What possible value could she get from tormenting herself this way? He could never make love to her in the manner in which she deserved--he was so damned afraid of letting it get out of control, of hurting her, of killing her as he had very nearly done a year ago. Natalie closed the gap between them on the bed. Sorry was the one word they were forbidden to use in the bedroom. She eased her body next to his. "There's nothing to be sorry about, I was having a fine time." "Yeah, sure you were," he answered succinctly, his eyes still fixed on the ceiling. "I was, really." She slapped his chest lightly. "It was very...interesting. Where did you learn that one?" Nick cast a quick glance at her. "You don't want to know," he responded coolly. "I do, really." Although in all likelihood she already knew the answer. Anything to keep him from sinking into himself. She was beginning to wonder if their love making was doing him more harm than good. He always had such high expectations, ones they were unlikely to ever achieve, especially if things remained as they were. A sly grin stole over his face. "It was in a brothel, in Damascus, if you must know." "So it was before..." "Yes, I was alive at the time," he responded wryly. "Nick!" She hated when he talked like that, but at least he was smiling. A grin stole over her own lips. "So that's what you were *really* doing over there." "Well, it was a very...educational trip, in many ways," he conceded. Natalie pulled the comforter tightly around them and snuggled close to his cool body. "I just hope you didn't pay too much for that." "Natalie Lambert!" he exclaimed with feigned indignation. He slid his arms around her, gathering her close to him. "That isn't quite the way it was supposed to end," he teased. She had a way of bringing light into his darkness like no one he had ever met. She should be repulsed by him and his feeble attempts to please her, instead she soothed his ridiculous male ego with humor. "No?" she asked innocently. "No." Nick tightened his arms around her, burying his face in her hair, the delicate scent of her blood still calling to him. "Someday..." he said wistfully. "Someday, I'll spend the whole day making love to you, like you deserve to be made love to." She heard the break in his voice and slid her hands across his back. She loved him more than her own life. How could he think that she ever needed more than this moment? "Nick," she whispered softly. "If nothing ever changes, I'll be perfectly happy." She gave him a tight squeeze. "Do you hear me?" Natalie felt his nod against her shoulder. She pulled back and faced him squarely. "But let's not think like that now. This drug *is* going to work. We *have* to think positively." "Think positively," he echoed. If only thinking could make it so. She spared a quick glance towards the clock and groaned. She shifted her weight towards the edge of the bed. "I better get going," she announced. "I'm on at five tonight." Natalie stood and headed towards the bathroom. "Care to join me?" Nick stretched languorously on the bed. "Naw, I think I might try and get some sleep after all." Natalie grabbed a pillow and lobbed it directly at his head. "By all means," she growled, "get some sleep." Nick easily caught the pillow and slid it under his head. "Thanks, I will," he replied with a grin. He watched as the bathroom door closed behind her and listened as the water for the shower came to life. If only... end part 2 comments welcome Kathy 103045.2473@compuserve.com Date: Thu, 23 Apr 1998 00:22:05 -0400 From: Kathy Whelton <103045.2473@compuserve.com> Subject: ADULT: More Deaths Than One Must Die (03/16) Warning: This section contains offensive language and extremely explicit violence that may be disturbing to some readers. More Deaths Than One Must Die part 03/16 by Kathy Whelton (c) 1998 Brian Boswell glanced at his watch for the third time in as many minutes. He needed to go. His parents would be sure to notice if he broke curfew, especially on a school night. The last thing he needed was to get things stirred up again with them. Things had finally begun to settle down in his relationship with them and he wanted to keep it that way. It wasn't like anything was happening anyway. The Tuesday night bar scene was hardly an exciting one. None of the few regulars that he knew had made an appearance tonight. A handful of couples danced slowly in the middle of the floor, their actions motivated as much by boredom as anything else. Still, he had needed this tonight. He needed to get away from the scene at home, at school. He needed to be where he could just relax and be himself. Brian tossed a tooney onto the bar to cover the price of the diet cola he had nursed for the better part of the last two hours. "Keep the change," he called to the bartender as he stood to go. "Gee, kid," the man behind the bar returned. "Do you think you can spare that much?" Brian's face colored brightly. A couple of bucks was about all he could spare. As it was, far too much of what he earned delivering pizzas went back into his car. At the rate he was saving money he'd be living at home until he was sixty-five. He didn't even want to think about where the money for college would come from if that football scholarship didn't come through. Brian stepped through the door and immediately pulled his jacket close around him. There were places where November could still rightfully be considered autumn; Toronto just didn't happen to be one of them. A stiff wind blew down the street, sending the few pedestrians scurrying even more quickly towards their destinations. He only hoped that his car battery would make it through another long winter. "Hey, queerboy!" A voice called suddenly from the darkness of an adjoining alley. The words chilled Brian in a way that the cold wind had not. He stood perfectly still, hoping that the words were not being directed at him. "Yo, Boswell, we're talking to you. What are you, deaf too?" the voice derided. A body emerged from the darkness to join the voice. Brian didn't know whether to be relieved or not. He recognized the tall, lanky figure as Chris Connolly, a fellow senior at the prep school they both attended. Chris was quickly joined by three other young men. Brian recognized them, but couldn't quite put names to their faces. He had only transferred to Waverly at the start of the current school year. "Hey guys," Brian tried to keep his voice light. "I heard you, I just didn't think that you were talking to me." "And why wouldn't we be?" Chris asked with a broad grin. "You're a fag, aren't you?" He pointed his thumb over his shoulder at the building behind him. "And this is a fag bar, isn't it?" "This place?" Brian asked, his voice cracking. "I just stopped in here for a beer. I had no idea..." "A beer!" The largest of the three anonymous boys guffawed and struck his buddy on the shoulder. "See, Josh, I told you he was smart. Is that what you were here for last week, too? They must have some beer." "He's not so smart." Josh was doubled over in laughter. He wiped the tears of mirth from his eyes and continued. "Or he wouldn't be a homo now, would he?" "Now, guys," Chris commented sternly. "I think you're being a little hard on Brian here. I consider homosexuality to be a perfectly acceptable alternative lifestyle. Don't you, Brian?" he asked with mock seriousness. The red in Brian's face became even deeper, if that were truly possible. The wisest move was undoubtedly to step back into the bar and get help, but still he hesitated. The false ID in his pocket seemed suddenly to be burning a hole in there. If he went in for help, all hell would undoubtedly break loose. They had done nothing but laugh at him--perhaps that was all they planned to do. "Look guys, I don't want any trouble. You've had your laughs; can we all just go home now?" "Sure, Brian," Chris slapped him on the back. "We were just having a bit of fun. Sorry if we were a bit rough on you." Brian eyed the four uneasily. Chris held his position standing next to Brian. Two of the others lounged casually against a parked car. Brian noticed that the smallest of the boys held back, as if he were desperately wishing to be somewhere else. He looked familiar as well, but Brian couldn't quite place him. The laughter had died to an occasional snicker. "No problem," he managed. He started to ease his way down the street towards his car. It was parked only a block away; he could practically see it from where he stood. "I gotta run." "Sure," Chris responded. "We need to get going, too. We'll see you in school tomorrow." School tomorrow. Brian walked down the block at a brisk pace, his heart pounding. A wolf whistle sounded behind him, followed by laughter. How the hell was he supposed to go to school tomorrow? And why had he ever left Central to begin with? There he had had to deal with the occasional stare in the hallway, but at least he had friends. Who the hell cared if Waverly had the best football coach in the province? Chris Connolly watched as Brian hurried down the street. It was important that the timing be perfect. If he acted too soon, the noise might attract attention and some busybody might call the cops. If he waited too long, Boswell might actually make it to his car. The guy could run; you had to give him that. A few more steps... "Get him," he said quietly to the three boys gathered closely around him. Brian felt his heart leap at the unmistakable sound of running that echoed from behind him. He bolted, his hands fumbling in his jacket for his keys as he ran. He quickly measured the distance to his car. He could make it. He *had* to make it. There'd be no escape from these guys if they managed to catch up with him. Brian stopped short as he came to his car. He slid the key into the doorlock, only to feel his arm pulled roughly away. For the first time, his anger flared. He struggled to pull his arm back. "Let me go," he said sharply. "Sorry, Brian." Chris joined the two who now had Brian by the arms. "Close, but no cigar." He gestured with his head to an adjacent alley. "Take him in there," he instructed. He pulled the car keys from Brian's hand. "I don't think you'll be needing these for a while." Brian thrashed wildly, his arms and legs flailing. It was almost as if he were possessed by a spirit other than his own. His right foot made contact with the largest boy. He felt the boy's grip on him loosen, giving him some small hope that he could beat this. Brian inhaled deeply and let out the loudest scream for help that he was capable of. He felt his panic rise to even higher levels as he looked down the deserted street--there was no one there to hear his cries for help. "You, shut up!" Chris delivered a sharp elbow to the bridge of Brian's nose. "I said get him in there," Chris commanded angrily. "Do you want the whole street to see this?" He grabbed Brian roughly by the collar and pulled backwards, adding his strength to the other two attackers. The alley was dark; the only light came from a single streetlamp, now a seemingly impossible distance away. The light hit the side of a large dumpster, creating an almost surrealistic landscape in the corridor of concrete. A large rat looked up briefly, unimpressed by the presence of the interlopers, before returning to his meal. Brian felt a sharp pain in his head as he was thrust against the concrete wall of the alleyway. Warm blood coursed from his nose which throbbed mercilessly with every beat of his heart. He struggled to lose the hold that pinned his arms to the wall, but they held him tight. "You know, Brian," Chris started in a deceptively mild tone. "I think I've reconsidered my previous statement concerning homosexuality. I think you're a fucking pervert!" he spat. "And this is what we do to perverts." Chris swiftly brought his foot up and kicked Brian strongly in the crotch. Brian doubled over in agony, the previous pain mild in comparison. He tried desperately to pull his hands inward in a futile gesture of protection, only to have them forced even further apart. He felt a sudden wave of nausea sweep over him and he began retching. Brian felt the acid sting of the diet cola as it slid back up his throat. "Jesus Christ," Josh exclaimed, disgusted. "He's going to puke all over us." "Hold him tight," Chris responded. "I'm not done with him yet." Chris reached into his coat and withdrew a long, cylindrical object. "He can puke all he wants once I'm through." "What the hell is that?" Josh joked. "A baseball bat for midgets?" "It's a nightstick." Chris held the tapered end in his hand and slapped the larger end on his open palm. The sharp sound cut through the silence that had suddenly descended on the alley. "My Dad has a whole collection of stuff like this. It's for keeping unruly suspects in line." He looked at Brian, still crouched over in pain. "Brian here is looking pretty unruly. I think maybe we still need to teach him a thing or two." He paused. "Straighten him up," he instructed the other two. Brian felt himself being pulled roughly from his stooped position. His breath came in ragged gasps. "You're pretty brave here with your friends, Chris," he managed. "Why don't we try this with just the two of us?" "Good try," returned Connolly angrily. "But that's sort of the point." He slammed the end of the nightstick into Brian's abdomen. "I don't want to be with you at Waverly." Chris pulled the stick back then pounded it once again into Brian's abdomen. "I don't want you on the team." He pushed the stick forward a third time. "And I sure as hell don't want to be in any shower room with you," he snarled through gritted teeth. Brian felt something snap inside with the first impact. He struggled once again against the strong arms that held him tight. He could feel his strength waning; if he didn't get away now, he knew he never would. He opened his mouth, but a raspy cry was all he could manage. There was no way that anyone beyond the alley would hear. He spotted the fourth boy, pressed against the concrete of the opposite wall, his eyes two round saucers. "Please," he cried, a thin sound now. "Help me!" The second and third impacts were lesser somehow, not as severe. It was almost as if they were happening to someone else. He felt the weight of his body sag, supported now, rather than held by his captors. "Pull down his pants," Chris instructed loudly. "No, Chris," Josh returned. "He's had enough." Josh had had more than enough as well, but he wasn't about to admit it, not in front of these guys. "I said pull them down." Chris reached forward and unbuckled Brian's belt with one hand. The second boy grasped hold of the waistband and tugged strongly. Between the two of them, Brian's pants and underwear slid to his knees. "Maybe I do feel like a bit of baseball after all," Chris commented with a grin. He swung the small bat back, then brought it sharply across Brian's genitals, a distinct red welt rising immediately. He repeated the motion several times, finally drawing blood. "Looks like I hit a home run!" "That's it, I'm done." Josh felt his stomach churning. The first thing he was going to do when they left here was puke his guts out. He let go of Brian's arm and began backing out of the alley. "Me, too." The second boy released his hold and Brian dropped immediately to the ground. He took off down the alley at a slow trot, desperate to catch up with his friend. Chris knelt down beside Brian's still form. He was curled tightly into a ball, moaning softly with every breath. "But I'm not quite done yet, am I Brian?" he asked softly. "I feel sort of badly that you didn't get a date tonight." Chris pushed the end of the nightstick up against Brian's rectum. "That is why you came here tonight, isn't it?" Brian's eyes widened as he felt the stick press against him. He opened his mouth to protest, but no sound would emerge. He could feel a thick, coppery taste in the back of his throat. Something was broken, something deep inside. He shook his head vigorously from side to side, the only defense he had against this final violation. "Methink you doth protest too much...or something like that; I never was very good in English." Chris gripped the stick tightly then shoved it vigorously into Brian's anus. He shifted his fingers, now slick with perspiration and thrust again. He could feel the soft tissues resist, then suddenly give way. Chris looked up and saw Mark still pressed against the far wall, still staring as he had done throughout. He couldn't remember which of his idiot friends had decided to bring this little dweeb along for the trip; he'd find out, though. "Mark," he said softly, rising to his feet. He grabbed the younger boy firmly by the collar. "Do you want this to happen to you?" He pressed Mark's head around and forced him to look at Brian's writhing form. He shook the boy vigorously when he received no answer to his question. "Do you?" he reiterated. Mark managed to find his voice. "No," he said tremulously. "Then you keep your mouth shut. You don't tell your Mummy. You don't tell your Daddy. And don't even *think* about going to the cops." Chris abruptly released the hold on Mark's collar. He shoved the smaller boy roughly towards the end of the alley. Mark glanced once over his shoulder, then headed towards the street at a run. Brian screamed silently into the night. At some undefined point he realized that he was alone. *They* were gone. All of them. He began pulling himself slowly along towards the mouth of the alley. He still had some strength in his arms, but he didn't trust himself to even try and stand. It didn't hurt anymore; not so much, anyway. He was just so cold, horribly, dreadfully cold. His car wasn't far, if only he could make it there he'd be all right. He stretched his arms out and laid his head down. He was so tired. If only he could rest, just for a few minutes. Brian closed his eyes and felt the darkness overtake him. end part 3 Date: Thu, 23 Apr 1998 00:22:12 -0400 From: Kathy Whelton <103045.2473@compuserve.com> Subject: ADULT: More Deaths Than One Must Die (04/16) More Deaths Than One Must Die part 04/16 by Kathy Whelton (c) 1998 "If you make one more of those little paperclip people, Nick, I'm going to have to hurt you." Nick glanced up across his desk into the cold, blue eyes of Tracy Vetter. There was no doubt in his mind that she meant every word of what she was saying. He dropped the twisted piece of metal. His eyes slid involuntarily towards the phone. "And you're not going to spend the next ten minutes staring at that phone, either." Nick looked at her closely. That last command sounded almost like a growl. He didn't suppose... No, Vachon wouldn't dare. "Sorry," Nick responded. "I expected to hear from Nat a while ago." He glanced at the clock. It was almost one-thirty. He had expected to hear from her quite a while ago. She told him she'd have some results by eight o'clock. He sighed. Just because they weren't busy didn't mean that things were slow at the morgue. "Well, you could help me read through a few of these reports. That'll help pass the time." Tracy's tone was softer, as were her eyes. She didn't know the details, but she knew that Natalie had seemed very excited about some discovery she had made in the lab. She had a pretty good idea that it had something to do with Nick and his desire to be cured of his vampirism. She just wished that he'd see fit to confide in her from time to time. They were, after all, supposed to be partners. Nick looked at the stack already neatly piled on his desk. He had done his share, more than his share. It wasn't his fault that he could read faster than she could. "Sure," he responded grudgingly. He held his hand out to accept the proffered files. "Nick, Tracy, can I see you in my office for a minute?" Captain Reese stood impassively in the doorway of his office. At least his detectives were together for once, even if they didn't seem to quite have this partner thing down yet. It had been almost two years now; and he was beginning to wonder if maybe a change might be in order. Some people were just not meant to work together. "Sure, Captain." Nick rose a little too eagerly. He shrugged lightly at Tracy and headed towards the office. Tracy dropped the files back onto her desk. Great, she thought to herself, it would take her most of the weekend to get through the rest of them on her own. It was good thing that she had nothing that even resembled a normal life. Tracy hesitated as she rounded Nick's desk. Those little paperclip people were awfully cute. She couldn't make them herself. She had tried, she just couldn't get the metal to smooth out enough. Tracy quickly scooped them off Nick's desk and into her pocket; it wasn't like he'd miss them or anything. "Close the door behind you," Reese instructed as Tracy entered. He had taken his seat and was staring at Nick and Tracy with a grim expression. "We have a homicide in an alleyway off of Church Street. The five hundred block," Reese paused and inhaled deeply. "The report I have from the scene is from a uniformed rookie--he's pretty shaken. I'd go there myself, but I'm knee deep in monthly reports. Nick, I'm counting on you to go there with a clear head and get this thing sorted out." "What's the story, Captain?" Tracy questioned. "The victim is a young, white male," Reese answered. "He appears to have been the victim of a beating--beyond that the details are a little sketchy. Natalie is already on her way. Keep in touch people, and please, keep together on this one." Nick and Tracy rose in unison to go. "We'll keep you informed Captain," Nick stated as they exited the office. "I notice he didn't say anything about *my* clear head," Tracy complained as they left the building. "At least it beats doing paperwork," Nick replied, grinning. ------------- The body was covered--that was never a good sign, especially in an area that was out of view of the public. Keeping the body uncovered was almost a matter of pride among the crime scene people; not to mention the frenzy the forensics' people went into if the slightest item was disturbed. Nick spotted Natalie immediately, kneeling over the body, seemingly lost in concentration. The lights of the crime scene unit cast a harsh glare across her face. He stood behind her for a moment before speaking. "Any ideas on a cause of death?" Natalie began answering without turning around--another bad sign. That usually meant that she was either mad at him, or she was struggling to maintain a professional demeanor. Last he checked, she had nothing to be angry with him about. "I'm still working on that." Natalie pulled back the sheet that had been placed over the body. "There's no sign of a gunshot wound, or any other puncture wounds, as far as I can see. He took quite a beating. My best guess is that there is some internal damage, but that's just an educated guess at this point." Brian Boswell wore all the signs of the beating he had taken earlier. His nose was clearly broken, his eyes slightly discolored, indicating that the facial trauma had occurred prior to his death. He was curled in a fetal position, his pants still around his ankles. Much of his lower torso was caked with dried blood. "How about a time of death?" Nick questioned. "I'd say about two hours, give or take. It's a little tough out here in the cold." Natalie straightened and faced Nick. "He didn't die right away. It looks like he crawled some distance down the alley towards the street after he was beaten." She didn't even want to think about how long he may have lain there, waiting for help that never came. Nick stepped slowly along the course that the victim had taken earlier. He stopped at a small pool of blood and vomit that was left behind. "Here," he said quietly. "Make sure the forensics' people get some samples of this." "The first officer on the scene found this, too." Natalie held a baton-like instrument in her gloved hand. "This may well be our weapon." "It almost looks like police issue," Natalie speculated. "Yeah," Nick agreed, staring at the object. "But not from Toronto, and not from now. This could be an important piece of the puzzle. Do you want to hold on to it, or should we take it with us?" "I'll keep it with me. I'll need to match it up to any injuries." Tracy joined the pair. "I guess this is what Reese meant about keeping a clear head." "Any identification on him?" Nick asked. "A little too much, actually." Natalie held a baggie out to Nick. "According to one, he's an eighteen-year-old student at Waverly Preparatory School. According to the other, he's a twenty-six-year old merchant marine from the States. Take your pick." Nick shook his head sadly. "What is it that makes these kids want to grow up so fast?" "It's the way of the world these days," Natalie responded with a sad smile. "That's the officer that discovered the body." Natalie directed them to a young man in uniform, slumped against the bumper of her car. "I think he's been out of the Academy all of a week--he's pretty upset." Nick touched her arm lightly. For the first time since arriving, he allowed himself to respond to her in a less than totally professional manner. He could see the strain on her face. "How are you?" he asked gently. "I don't get this, Nick. I just don't get it." Natalie shook her head. "Hopefully we'll turn up something that begins to make some sense of this." She glanced up at him. "See you back at the shop?" "As soon as where done here," he replied. Nick looked over at the uniformed officer. He smiled. "Don't worry," he assured her. "I'll be kind." The officer straightened as he saw the detectives approach. His heart had finally begun to slow down, now he could feel it begin race again. He just hoped that he could get his mouth to form a coherent sentence. His hand hesitated halfway between a handshake and a salute. "Detective Nick," he fumbled, "I mean Detective Knight." "Just Nick will be fine." Nick smiled warmly and reached to shake the outstretched hand. "And this is Tracy. Welcome aboard." "Thank you, sir...I mean, Nick. I'm Williams, Tony Williams." He shook his head. "This is just awful." "Tony," Tracy prompted. "Can you tell us what happened?" Williams straightened his shoulders. "I was on patrol when I noticed the victim, lying there in the alley, just like that. I called it in after ascertaining that he was dead." "What if he wasn't dead?" Nick asked abruptly. "Excuse me, sir?" Williams asked, confused. "I said, what if he wasn't dead? What if this was a ruse to lure you into the alley?" "Well, I..." Williams stammered. "Then it might be you who's about to be carted off to the morgue," Nick stated as gently as possible. "Where's your partner, Tony?" Williams turned an even deeper shade of red. "He had some personal errands to take care of." "I think you need to collect your partner from his errands, then get back to the station and figure out how you're going to put all this in a report. Does that sound about right to you?" "Yes, Detective." Williams felt his shoulders sag. "Thank you, sir," he added quietly. Nick's face softened. "You did okay here, Tony. You just have to remember that there are rules for a reason. We want you with us for a long time. Now, go and collect your partner. Good luck explaining this to Reese." "Thanks," Williams responded with a grin. "Thank you , sir." "Whew," Tracy giggled as they stepped away from the car. "Was I ever that green?" She quickly pointed her forefinger at Nick. "Don't you dare answer that." She looked up and down the street. The small crowd at the scene was dissipating. A handful of storefront businesses looked open: a convenience store, a video rental outlet. "So, where do you want to start?" "I don't know, *Detective*. Where would you go if you were a merchant marine on shore leave?" "The bar," she returned in an embarrassed tone, looking towards the next block. "Then the bar it is," he replied, grinning. "After you." end part 4 comments welcome Kathy 103045.2473@compuserve.com More Deaths Than One Must Die part 05/16 by Kathy Whelton (c) 1998 If it could be possible, there was even less light in the bar than there had been out on the street. Nick scanned the room quickly. If they had heard the commotion outside, the patrons certainly gave no indication of it. The low music throbbed on endlessly; Nick couldn't quite remember when music ceased to sound like music, he just couldn't wait until things came around full circle again. Despite the hour, and the quality of the sound system, the dance floor was nearly full, the couples pressed tightly together, swaying to an uneven beat. He felt Tracy stiffen as her eyes became adjusted to the light. Nick placed a firm hand on her elbow. "Why don't we start at the bar?" he said quietly. "Nick," Tracy whispered, grateful for once for her partner's sensitive hearing. "These are all guys." "I noticed, Tracy." Their presence had already begun to attract some attention. Several of the people closest to the entrance had stopped dancing and turned to look at them. "Let's get on with this." "Excuse me." Nick pressed his way up to the bar and hailed the man behind it. "I need to ask you few a questions." He slid the identification across the bar. "Was this man in here earlier tonight, maybe a couple of hours ago?" The bartender looked at him warily. "Who wants to know?" Nick felt for his wallet and flipped open his badge. "Detective Knight, Metro Homicide. This is Detective Vetter." "We don't want any trouble in here." "I'm not here to give you any. I only want an answer to the question. Have you seen this man in here before, maybe earlier tonight?" "I've seen him before," the bartender acknowledged. "But I just got here around midnight. Joe was on the bar before then." "Is Joe still around?" Tracy asked. "In the back." The bartender indicated a doorway behind the bar. "Well, do you think you could get him?" Tracy returned, frustrated by the slow response. This place was making her distinctly uncomfortable and she wanted to be out of there and done with this as soon as possible. The bartender disappeared into the back room. "What's up, Tracy?" Nick leaned closer to his partner. He could see the flush creeping into her face, feel the extra warmth from her skin. "I'm sorry," she whispered. "I don't care what people do in their own homes." The couple beside her was locked in a passionate embrace and she turned away from them. "I just don't want to see it. This makes me really uncomfortable." ---(-----(-----<@ Troyes, France 1300 @>----)-----)----- LaCroix snapped the book shut as he heard Nicholas' tread on the stair. He fought to keep his expression neutral. Nicholas was late; he had expected his return hours before. This irritating habit that Nicholas had begun to develop in choosing his meals was beginning to wear on his nerves. It was one thing to take care, it was quite another to spend half the night traveling. It made the entire system far too inefficient. "Trouble with the hunt?" he questioned as Nicholas entered the dimly-lit room. "Not at all." A thin smile crossed Nicholas' lips as he thought of her, young and so full of the rich promise of life. He could still feel her desire for him coursing through his veins, the warmth of her body pressed close to his. Nicholas unclasped his mantle and tossed it away before collapsing into the nearest chair. "Why do you ask?" "The time, Nicholas. I had expected you before now." The recent kill had brought an all-too-brief bit of color to Nicholas' pale face; his long, golden hair was a wild mass of tangles from the wind. At least he had managed to shave. As hard as he had fought to instill Roman notions of cleanliness into both his treasured children, LaCroix had to admit that a lesser standard of grooming suited Nicholas quite well. "I stopped at the tavern," Nicholas answered honestly. It would not please LaCroix, but there was no point in trying to hide it from him. There were no secrets from LaCroix. He found himself increasingly drawn to the raucous atmosphere in the local drinkery. The company was good. It had been so long since he had enjoyed the easy camaraderie of fellow men. He had forgotten how good it felt to share a laugh over a game of dice. As long as he remembered to force down an occasional sip of ale, they seemed none the wiser about his true nature. All LaCroix's warnings about shunning the company of mortals seemed suddenly excessive. Indeed, he was beginning to feel the stirrings of friendship for some of the lads he had met. Nicholas stretched his legs towards the low fire and pulled off his soft leather boots. "Do you think we might stay here a while, LaCroix? Maybe once Janette joins us we could get some permanent lodging instead of these rented rooms." These accommodations would certainly do for the short term: a comfortable hall and bedrooms enough for all three, should the need arise. Still, a little more privacy might be in order if they were to remain for long. "So you've taken a fancy to it here, have you?" LaCroix watched him closely. "Tell me, Nicholas, what draws you to this place? Certainly not the intellectual stimulation." Nicholas smiled broadly. He had already heard enough lectures on the superiority of intellectualism during the Roman Empire to last him several lifetimes. He leaned over and grasped his master's hand gently. "There's a vigor about this place that I haven't seen in a while. Paris has become so crowded and claustrophobic. I like it here." "As long as it's not the good people of Troyes that you're becoming so enamored of," responded LaCroix. He had been aware of a fire in Nicholas that he had not seen in some time. He knew of the long hours his son was spending with mortal companions, indulging in their crude pastimes. He had been tolerant so far; it was an almost expected turn of events in the life of a fledgling. Perhaps it was time to lay these ideas gently to rest. He rose from the chair and stood behind Nicholas. He rested his strong hands on Nicholas' shoulders and began kneading the taut muscles. "The remnants of your mortal life are all gone now, Nicholas. It's time that you buried them for good." Nicholas stiffened at LaCroix's words. With Andre's passing, now almost a decade ago, he had lost whatever feeble connection he still held to the mortal world. He found himself missing the friendships of his mortal lifetime. "But you seek out their companionship as well," Nicholas argued. "Only for those things which they possess; their books, the rudiments of theater returning to this vast wasteland, their sustenance. *They* have no value to us," LaCroix emphasized. "We are all you shall ever need." Nicholas threw his head back and looked into LaCroix's eyes. "Don't you mean that *you* are all I shall ever need?" he teased. He reached his hand up and placed it on top of LaCroix's, rubbing it gently. "Janette has her place as well," LaCroix said evenly. He had no desire to minimize his daughter's importance in their lives. She was a vital link that held them all together. Nicholas stood, then turned to face his master. "It's just that that place happens to be Paris right now?" he asked playfully. The heady lust he felt from his earlier hunt still burned within him. Perhaps LaCroix was right, what need did he truly have for mortals and their mores? They certainly had nothing to compare with the pure ectasy he felt when he drank from his sire. The seductive pull of it nearly took his breath away; it was a desire that no mortal could truly comprehend. He slid his hand skillfully beneath LaCroix's tunic and caressed the alabaster skin of his master's chest--even to his fingers, the flesh was cool, its texture like silk. He would feel the power of LaCroix's blood in him tonight. Nicholas pressed LaCroix to him and kissed him firmly on the lips, sliding his tongue over the recessed canines. LaCroix gasped at the suddeness of Nicholas' actions. Even after nearly a century, Nicholas could still surprise him. He broke the kiss off with a smile. He really must remember to send Janette away more often. "I was thinking of heading to bed," he stated without preamble. "Sleep, LaCroix?" Nicholas grinned broadly. He ran his hand across LaCroix's broad shoulder, loosening the tight fabric. "It's still several hours before sunrise." "I don't recall saying a thing about sleeping," replied LaCroix. He took Nicholas' hand in his own and led him towards the bedchamber. ----(-------<@ -------(------(-----<@ ------(-----<@ "Nick." Tracy nudged her partner's arm firmly with her elbow. He could certainly pick the most inconvenient times to zone out. Nick returned to reality with a start. A grimfaced man stood on the far side of the bar. This was 'Joe,' he assumed. He slid the identification across the bar towards him. "Was he in here tonight?" Nick questioned. Joe glanced at the picture on the student ID. "What's this all about? If this is a hassle over the kid's age, he had ID that put him above the legal age." "This isn't about underage drinking," Nick replied, leaning into the bar. "But it could turn into that if you don't cooperate." Joe hesitated. "Yeah, he was here," he finally acknowledged. "He left around eleven, maybe." "Was he alone when he left?" Joe's eyes narrowed. "What is this about?" "He's dead," Nick said bluntly. "Beaten to death a couple of blocks from here. We're just trying to put the pieces together. Now, did he leave here alone?" Joe leaned back, shaken. A few, short hours ago he was razzing the kid about the amount of the tip he had left--now he was dead. "He was alone." "What about any acquaintances, friends he may have had? Did he meet anyone here on a regular basis?" Nick continued. "Did he have a *lover*? Is that the word you're trying so hard not to use, Detective?" Joe's eyes flashed. "What makes you so eager to think that someone from here was involved?" he asked angrily. "It was just a question, and one I have to ask," Nick said evenly. "This is the last place he was seen; that makes this the logical place to start. Is there anyone that he saw here on a regular basis?" "No," Joe replied. "From time to time he'd leave with someone, but no one steady and no one recently. Have you considered the possibility that this happened because he was gay, or is that something you'd rather not consider, Detective?" "I've considered it," replied Nick. "It also may be nothing more than a random act of violence. I'm not ruling anything out yet." Nick leaned closer to the bartender. "Nothing's going to get swept under the carpet here. I'm going to find out who did this, and why." Nick pushed away from the bar. "Thanks for your help." "You'll let me know?" Joe called after them as they headed for the exit. "We'll be in touch," Nick confirmed. "Well, that was an experience," Tracy commented as they stepped out into the cool night air. "You know, maybe he is right. Maybe this is a gay bashing. It sort of fits with the information that we have so far. Maybe we should think about turning this over to Hate Crimes Division." She turned to face her partner. "What do you think?" Nick looked at her curiously. "I think that you seem awfully eager to get rid of this case, Tracy. It's a homicide that's occurred in our jurisdiction. That makes it our case in my book, and I intend to see it through," he stated firmly. "Are you with me?" "Sure," she replied, not feeling sure at all. "Shall we check in with the uniforms, see if the rest of the canvass turned anything up?" "Sounds good. Then we can head to the morgue and see if Nat can give us an official cause of death." Nick lifted his head and stared off into the distance. The Raven was a few short blocks from here. He had heard that LaCroix had reopened it, although he couldn't quite imagine why." "Have you been in there?" Tracy asked suddenly. "The Raven, I mean. It's open again, you know. That is what you were looking at, isn't it?" "No," he responded tightly. "I haven't been in." Nick stopped to look at her. "Have you?" "No," Tracy answered over her shoulder as she continued to walk. "My partner told me I wasn't allowed, remember?" end part 5 comments welcome More Deaths Than One Must Die part 06/16 by Kathy Whelton (c) 1998 Natalie peeled off her gloves and discarded them in the trash. She often felt relief at the end of a post, but this was different. The level of violence that had been inflicted upon this young man was incredible. She pulled the thin sheet back into place over him and said a silent prayer; she had no desire to look at Brian Boswell's battered body any longer than she had to. It had been a truly horrible way for anyone to die, and she found herself wanting to do everything she could to bring the 'people' who had done this to justice . She heard the soft swish of the morgue door her and glanced behind her. "Hey, guys," she said to Nick and Tracy. "I'm just finishing up." "Hi, Nat." Nick stepped up behind her. He could hear the underlying strain in her voice. Whatever it was that she had to tell them, it wasn't going to be good. "What have you come up with?" he questioned. "Pretty much what we expected," Natalie answered. "He was beaten to death." Natalie put on another pair of gloves and picked up the wooden instrument that was resting next to the body. "With this." Natalie peeled back the sheet to reveal Brian's body. She heard a sharp intake of breath from Tracy. He did, indeed, look far worse than he had in the darkened alley, the extent of his injuries more apparent. Natalie matched the tip of the nightstick with several circular areas on his abdomen. "It looks like whoever did this drove the end of it into him, and with quite a bit of force. He had lacerations of his liver, his spleen and a fractured rib which punctured the right lower lobe of his lung." Natalie paused before continuing. "He was also sodomized with it. His colon was ruptured from the amount of force that was exerted." Tracy grimaced. "Is that what killed him?" She slid onto a nearby stool. She'd been working hard to overcome her queasiness, but this case wasn't making it any easier. "He died of a combination of internal bleeding and hypothermia." Natalie struggled to maintain a clinical tone. "The awful thing is that he probably lived for an hour or so after he was beaten. If someone had found him sooner, and he had received medical attention, he could have survived this. He was a young healthy man in excellent condition. It's all such a horrible waste," she finished angrily. She looked closely at Nick. "Did you guys find anything?" "He was seen at a bar a block up from where the murder took place at around eleven p.m.," Nick stated. "But he left alone, at least according to the bartender. Nothing turned up in the rest of the canvass." "It was a gay bar," Tracy piped in. "And he had been there before tonight. We're beginning to wonder if he was targeted because of that." Natalie shook her head. "I thought that this sort of thing didn't happen anymore, at least not in Toronto. What happened to our enlightened society?" she said in dismay. "It's usually when people feel the most enlightened that you should begin to worry," Nick commented dryly. Some things never seemed to change. --{---{--<@ Troyes 1300 @>--}---}-- LaCroix refused to let the sleep take him--he wanted to treasure every moment like this that he could. He gazed at Nicholas' still form. A wild mass of golden hair framed the almost cherubic countenance--his limbs were casually splayed across the oversized bed. It was not yet dawn, but already his son was caught in the deep slumber that held only the young of their kind. LaCroix traced a gentle finger across Nicholas' chest, unconcerned that the gesture would wake him. Or was he hoping, perhaps, that it would summon Nicholas from his rest? He smiled to himself when he recalled the raw sexuality with which his son approached their encounters. Nicholas was certainly no stranger to the bedroom when Janette had first drawn him into their little family, but the transformation that occurred when he was brought across had only served to amplify Nicholas' innate sensuality. Even he was surprised by the audacity with which Nicholas sometimes acted. Never had he dreamed that such a confusing pile of passion and contradiction could exist inside of one being, let alone that he might one day be able to possess it totally. A crash from the rooms below quickly drew LaCroix from his reverie. It was far too early for the charwoman , even though she was a clumsy enough oaf to be responsible for the racket. He grabbed quickly for the nearest chemise and drew it over his head. "Nicholas." He vigorously shook the younger vampire. A flood of human heartbeats suddenly filled the hallway downstairs. LaCroix shook Nicholas even more strongly, and was gratified to see the younger man stir. "Nicholas," he said urgently. "It would appear that we have company." Nicholas shook off the remnants of sleep. He, too, could hear the heavy tread of a large number of men filling the stairwell. A stab of fear entered his cold heart. Somehow they had traced the string of seemingly random deaths in the city to them. He glanced at his master. "You have been discrete, LaCroix?" "Of course, Nicholas," La Croix responded, insulted by the very suggestion from his progeny. "Don't be ridiculous." He rose from the bed and thrust aside the curtains just as the door gave way and a motley crowd of townspeople filled the chamber. LaCroix drew himself to his full height. "What is the meaning of this intrusion?" he thundered. A rotund, ruddy-faced man stepped from the crowd. The smell of cheap wine grew stronger as he came forward into the room. He tucked his fingers into his belt loop and laughed. "If you don't mind, I'll ask the questions around here. What *is* the meaning of this?" he asked jovially. The crowd tittered in response. Nicholas looked carefully at the faces now pressed into the room. The large man at the center he recognized as Phillipe, Captain of the night watch, and one who spent far more time patrolling the taverns than he did the streets. There were other familiar faces as well, none of whom cared to meet his eye at the moment. A diminutive woman made her way to the front. "See, it's as I told you. The two of them in the bed together with another perfectly good bed in the next room, and in the middle of summer as well." She didn't even want to think of the condition that she often found the bedlinens in. She made a hasty sign of the cross. "It's unnatural--it's an abomination against God and I want them out of my house." "It would seem that Madame is now regretting her generous offer to allow you to lodge in her home. It is within her right, of course. She had no idea to whom she had made the invitation." "Phillipe," Nicholas stammered, "You know me. I...I..never. I'm not..." He swallowed. "I have no idea what this is all about. This woman is clearly confused." Phillipe laughed again. "Nicholas, dear Nicholas. I'm afraid that it is you who are confused. " Phillipe's smile began to fade. "It's quite clear that you are a pair of God-cursed sodomites," he spat. "We have no need of your kind in this house or in this city." He gestured to Nicholas, still in the bed. "Now, you, up and the both of you out of here, now." Nicholas slid from the bed, pulling the coverlet close around his naked form. He looked to LaCroix who stood unmoving in the center of the room. "Certainly you don't mean now... like this?" Nicholas asked incredulously. Phillipe's smile was back. "I most surely do mean now. In fact, the blanket stays." He reached over and tugged the bed covering from Nicholas' hand, exposing him to the crowd. "Or perhaps you'd like us to turn this matter over to the magistrate or, better still, the Bishop?" He quickly unsheathed a knife from his belt and made a slash in the direction of Nicholas' genitals. "But you do *know* what the official penalty for sodomy is, do you not?" he chuckled. "I'm actually making you quite a generous offer. I would suggest you take it." A nervous laugh passed through the crowd at Phillipe's last comment. A low growl rose in Nicholas' throat and his rage flared. He wanted nothing more at the moment than to kill everyone who stood there, smiling and laughing. He felt LaCroix's cool, strong hand on his shoulder. "There are far too many of them, Nicholas," LaCroix whispered, his voice thick with anger. "A crowd has gathered in the street as well; it would seem that we are the night's entertainment." "Surely we are not to go along with this...this...spectacle?" Nicholas asked, appalled by the thought. Where was the cool leadership that he expected from his sire? Surely LaCroix would not see them humiliated at the hands of this rabble. "Dawn is fast approaching," LaCroix returned, still speaking in hushed tones. He could, perhaps, tolerate the sun for a time, but Nicholas would surely not last were this to drag out past sunrise, not to mention the unwanted attention that a bloodbath would bring to their kind. "Let them think that they have the upper hand. Tomorrow is another night." Nicholas glanced over his shoulder before heading for the door. A small trunk stood at the foot of the bed. In it was everything of value in the world to him: his sword from the crusades, letters from Fleur and Andre, bits of jewelry from his mother. Who was to say what might become of it in the hands of these ruffians, even for a short time? "Now," Phillipe commanded. He crossed the floor towards Nicholas, and shoved him roughly towards the door. "You, too." He turned and faced LaCroix and met the coldest pair of eyes that he had ever seen. He reached his hand out to hurry the other along as well, then let it fall, useless, at his side. A sudden chill went through him, one that sank to his very soul. Despite the crowd, Phillipe felt a stab of fear. Maybe this plan had not been the wisest course he could have chosen, after all. Maybe the pair would be better dealt with through more 'official' channels. Nicholas felt his eyes go golden and his fangs drop. He angled his head downward to avert his gaze from the crowd. This man before him would die, now. He felt himself pressed firmly from behind. "Not now, Nicholas," LaCroix growled. "You will have your revenge in good time." He grasped a firm hold of Nicholas' arm and pulled him to the stairwell. Below them was a large crowd of men, women, even children spilling out of the doorway below and into the street. Outside, a large number had gathered as well, many carrying torches. It was as if the Fair had come early to Troyes this year. Nicholas pressed against the stairwell, his face ashen. "I can't do this, LaCroix, not like this." He looked down at his still naked form. "For goodness sake, Nicholas." When would he ever get over this ridiculous need to keep his body covered? Thank the gods he had been raised with no such excess of modesty. LaCroix quickly pulled the linen undershirt over his head and slid it over Nicholas' body. "There, now go," he instructed him. Outside, Nicholas recognized a sprinkling of familiar faces among the crowd. LaCroix was right. He had no need of mortal friendship, not of this kind. "We brought you a ride to the city gates," Phillipe's voiced boomed out from behind them. An mule stood, unsaddled, in front of the building, his halter held by yet another "friend" from the tavern. "We'd really *love* to see who rides in front and who rides behind," Phillipe guffawed. The crowd parted as LaCroix and Nicholas passed onto the street. A smattering of small stones began to pelt them from behind. "A few, short blocks, Nicholas, and we shall be away." Already the sky to the east was brightening. It would not be long before the younger vampire began to feel its heat. A larger stone dropped from one of the numerous, upper story windows. It struck Nicholas squarely on the head and he staggered into LaCroix, a thin trickle of blood streaming down his face. Enough was enough. LaCroix sidestepped quickly into an alleyway, leaving the milling crowd far behind. He wrapped a strong arm around Nicholas' waist and took to the air. ---{----{---<@ ---{----{---<@ Nick snapped his eyes open, vaguely aware of Nat and Tracy staring at him. "Any chance of getting some prints off the murder weapon?" he asked quickly before either one could comment. "Forensics did pull off some partials; they're not sure whether they'll be any use to us or not." Natalie gestured to the body once again. "There's something else you should know. It's my opinion that there was more than one person involved here." She leaned low over the body and pointed to Brian's arms. "See this?" she asked as Nick bent to look. "Finger marks. There's no way you could hold someone like this and still strike them in the abdomen." "So you think that there was a second person involved?" Nick inquired. "At least one, maybe even two. He was in pretty good shape. It would've taken quite a bit of effort to restrain him, I would imagine." "Anything else?" Nick lightly touched her elbow. "I think that's more than enough, don't you?" Natalie answered grimly. "Just solve this thing, would you?" Nick shifted uncomfortably. He was more than eager to know the results of the tests that Natalie had run on the drug earlier, but it seemed far from her mind at the moment. He could hardly find fault in that; Natalie's dedication to her profession was one of the things he loved most about her. Another day, more or less, shouldn't matter all that much to him. Natalie looked up from her clipboard. "Was there something else?" she asked, curious as to why Nick continued to linger. Of course, she thought to herself. The test results. The very reason he had dragged her out of bed this afternoon. "I'm sorry, Nick, I wasn't thinking." A broad smile crossed her face and she rested a hand on his arm. "Things are looking good." Nick's face brightened. "Really? How good?" he asked eagerly. Natalie had been quite pleased when she finally got a chance to look at the samples earlier in the evening. "The Cytovir seems to be incorporating itself into growing chains of your DNA by viral reverse transcriptase, displacing the 'vampire element', if you will. When incorporation by the viral enzyme occurs, the DNA chain is terminated." Natalie grinned at the confused look on Nick's face. "Good enough that I think we're ready to try this thing out on you." She hesitated. "That is, if you're still game." "Still game? Of course I am." It's all he had thought about for weeks now, ever since Natalie had carefully broached the subject of a new drug that she had found. As much as his mind told him to not get too excited, his heart was sure that this would be it. He'd finally be able to be the man that Natalie deserved to spend the rest of her life with. "When can we start?" "Right now if you like," answered Natalie. "I had a test dose all prepared and was about to give you a call when we got the report about the homicide." She indicated the chair by her desk. "Sit down and roll up your sleeve." "Um..." Tracy interrupted. "Should I be like...leaving, or something?" This little visit was suddenly taking an unexpected turn. As fascinating as she found all of this to be, Nick had never seemed comfortable sharing this side of himself with her. "Don't be silly," Natalie answered before Nick had a chance to open his mouth. He could be so damn difficult when Tracy was around. It drove her crazy at times. "This will take less than a minute. But you could watch the door; we don't need any company right now." Nick watched as Natalie slid the thin needle into his antecubital vein. He clenched his fist, half expecting the same reaction he had had to the litovuterine-B. The experience was almost anticlimactic. He shook his head at Natalie. There was nothing to delineate this moment from the one that had gone before. He could still feel the vampire, smoldering under the surface as it always did. "Nothing?" she questioned, looking at him closely. She took his silence as an answer. "Good." She pressed her hand on his forearm. "This is an entirely different approach than the litovuterine was. I wasn't expecting anything to happen. And this was just a test dose. If there aren't any problems, I'll give you a full dose in twelve to twenty-four hours." Nick rolled down his sleeve and stood to go. He took her lightly by the shoulders. "Whatever you say," he smiled. "You're the boss." He kissed her lightly on the forehead. "The boss says that it wouldn't be such a bad idea if you booked off early tonight." "Can't," Nick responded. "We have to go notify Boswell's family and see if they have any ideas who might have done this." Natalie grimaced. She certainly didn't envy them that job. It was tough enough to tell parents that their child had died; to tell them that he had been viciously beaten to death would be incredibly difficult. "Lucky you," she responded. "Well, take it easy and be sure to let me know if you're having any problems." "I will," Nick assured her. "I'll see you at home later?" Natalie nodded. "Try and eat something," she called to his departing form. Nick brushed past Tracy with barely a glance and headed out the morgue door. "Bye, Nat." Tracy waved as she turned to go. She would never be able to adjust to this hot and cold running attitude of her partner. She didn't know how Natalie could stand it. Maybe he never treated her that way. "Thanks." "You're welcome, Tracy." Natalie smiled warmly. Her eyes met those of the younger woman. She knew well how frustrating Nick's behavior could be. "Keep an eye on him for me, would you? Let me know if he starts acting weird." Tracy rolled her eyes. "How am I supposed to tell?" she asked. She quickly hurried after her partner. The way he was acting, he'd probably leave without her, and *she* sure as hell couldn't fly to where they were going. More Deaths Than One Must Die part 07/16 by Kathy Whelton (c) 1998 No one ever brought good news to the door at three-thirty in the morning; that was a fact of life that had never changed. Nick hesitated before ringing the doorbell of the Boswell home. This was a part of the job no one liked. It was never easy to bring the news that a family member had died; it was especially tough when bringing the news of a child's death to his parents. Several lights were still on in the modest home, awaiting the arrival of the son who would never return. Tracy shuffled as she stood next to him and pulled her jacket more tightly around herself. Nick could feel the chill of the air around him as well. The temperature must have dropped precipitously for him to feel the difference. He supposed that there was no point in further delay, although he suspected that Tracy would rather stand out there all night rather than complete the task at hand. "Ready?" Nick asked, glancing at his partner. Tracy's face was a grim mask. She shrugged silently in response to Nick's question. It really didn't matter if she were ready or not. In fact, this was one thing she would never feel ready for. She hoped that Nick was prepared to do the talking on this one. How the hell were they supposed to tell these people what had happened to their boy? The door opened almost immediately in response to Nick's ring. A middle-aged man, his hair thinning on top, stood in the doorway, his bathrobe wrapped tightly around him. "Mr. Boswell?" Nick ventured. "I'm Frank Boswell," he replied cautiously. He glanced at the pair standing on his front steps. He had traveled a gamut of emotions in the last few hours, waiting for Brian's return---everything from seething anger to total panic. The serious look on the two faces before him told him more than he wanted to know. "I'm Detective Knight, this is my partner, Detective Vetter." We're from Metro Police." Nick flashed his ID at the man in front of him. "Mr. Boswell, I'm afraid we have some bad news for you. May we come inside?" Frank Boswell swung the door open wide and allowed the pair to pass. "It's Brian, isn't it?" He swallowed hard. "What kind of trouble has he gotten himself into?" Nick stepped through the hallway and into a modestly-sized living area. A large trophy case dominated the room, well past its intended capacity with a vast array of athletic awards. The overflow of awards were dotted about the living room, each carefully displayed. "I'm afraid that it's a little more serious than that, Mr. Boswell." Nick pulled the student ID from his breast pocket. "Is this your son?" "He's been in an accident." Boswell took the ID from Nick's hand and sank abruptly into the well used cushions of the sofa. "That damn car of his; I told him it was a piece of junk. He *had* to have it though. Poured every damn cent he had into it." Nick took the seat directly opposite the distraught man. He spared a quick glance at Tracy, still standing stiffly at the entrance to the room. "I'm sorry to have to tell you this, Mr. Boswell. I'm afraid that your son is dead." "Dead?" Boswell repeated in a hollow voice. "There must be some mistake. Brian can't be dead." A sudden noise made all three turn their heads in unison. A frail, middle-aged woman slowly made her way from the bedroom, her hand covering her mouth. "Frank?" she started, her voice quavering. "What's this all about? Who are these people?" Frank Boswell made his way to his wife's side. He wrapped a strong arm around her shoulders. "They're from the police," he answered carefully. "They're trying to tell me that Brian is dead...but that just can't be," he continued. "There must be some mistake," he said again. "I'm afraid that it's true," Tracy confirmed, her voice gentle. "We're very sorry for your loss." "I told him that car was a piece of junk," Frank Boswell mumbled. "Where, when?" He asked, his face a complex mask of grief and confusion. "Your son wasn't in a car accident, Mr. Boswell. Detective Vetter a nd Iare from Homicide," Nick informed them. "I'm afraid your son's been murdered." "Murdered?" "His body was found in an alley off of Church St. He had been badly beaten." There was no need to bring any more horror into the situation. They would learn the details soon enough. "According to the Medical Examiner's preliminary report, he died of a combination of internal bleeding and hypothermia." Frank Boswell guided his wife to the couch and sat down beside her. This was just so unbelievable. He kept thinking in the back of his mind that this was all a dream, that any moment he'd wake up with Brian standing over him, laughing at the old man. "He never carried more than a few dollars with him...." He shook his head numbly. This was all a dream, it had to be. "Your son's wallet was still on him when his body was found. We've pretty much ruled out robbery as a motive." Nick resumed his seat across from the Boswells. He looked carefully at the two people sitting across from him. The walls of their home were covered with pictures of Brian. From all appearances, he had a rather impressive academic career as well as numerous athletic achievements. The question was, did they really know their son at all? "Mr. and Mrs. Boswell, your son was last seen at a bar called The Spot. Are you familiar with it?" Frank Boswell stiffened dramatically. His arm slid slowly off his wife's shoulder. "I told him to stay away from that place," he said through gritted teeth. "He had no business being there." Nick and Tracy exchanged glances. "Apparently he was there quite frequently," Tracy stated. "What we need to find out is if there is any connection between the bar and your son's death. Were there any...acquaintances who you were aware of that might be responsible for this?" "Acquaintances?!" Frank Boswell jumped to his feet. He strode across the room towards Tracy, his face a florid shade of red. "My son was not a faggot, Detective! I don't care if he was at that bar or not." Nick slid quickly between the pair. "Easy, Mr. Boswell. We're not making any assumptions here. We're just trying to figure out who killed your son. The fact is, he was seen at the bar just prior to his death. If you have any information about why he may have been there, we'd love to hear it." Boswell pulled away and turned to face the trophy cabinet. Brian had been an amazing athlete, even when he was small. Some of these awards dated back to when he had been little more than a baby. All that was gone now. His son was gone. He dropped his face into his hands and began to sob silently. "Forgive my husband, detectives." Mrs. Boswell's thin voice rose from the couch where she remained seated. "He doesn't mean any harm." She patted the couch beside her. "Come and sit down, Frank." Frank shuffled to the couch and took his place beside his wife. Mrs. Boswell took a deep breath, then continued, "Brian came to us about a year ago and told us that he was a homosexual, 'gay' I think is what they call it these days." She slid her hand into her husband's. "Frank didn't take it very well." Frank pulled his hand away. "I didn't take it very well because it wasn't true." He sprang to his feet and moved rapidly to the trophy cabinet. "Look at all this, Detective. Does this look like Brian was 'gay' to you?" He paused. "He was just a bit...confused is all. All boys go through that phase. He was seeing a shrink; we were going to get all this straightened out." "Was your son seeing a therapist, Mrs. Boswell?" Nick asked gently. The woman sitting across from him had aged in the short time that they had been in the room. She closed her eyes tightly, a single tear escaping. "It was more to help him deal with us, but yes, he was seeing a counselor. As for the other, if Brian was in a relationship, he didn't tell me about it. I didn't even know he was going to that bar again. He was a good boy," she said in a strangled voice. "I'm sure he was." Tracy slid onto the couch and covered the woman's hand with her own. "What about friends from school? Anyone there that you think could help us?" "He just changed schools this fall," Mrs. Boswell replied. "We were told that it would improve his chances for a scholarship. I don't think that he had made many friends there yet. He did have an address book, though; I could get it for you, if you think it would help." Tracy exchanged a glance with her partner. "Please, that would be helpful." Frank Boswell stood staring into the trophy case for the long minutes it took his wife to retrieve the address book. Apparently he had said all that he intended on the subject. He barely gave her a glance when she entered the room and handed to book to Nick. "I took a minute to underline the friends that I know he was particularly close to. I do hope that this will help." "We hope so too, Mrs. Boswell." Nick handed her a small, white card. "Please let us know if you think of anything else." Mrs. Boswell looked over at her husband. "We will," she assured them as she ushered them to the door. "Just please find out who killed my boy." Tracy exhaled as the door slammed shut behind them. "Well, that went well. Not." She paused for a moment. "You don't think that the father had anything to do with this, do you?" Nick pulled his collar up against the cool air. "No. He's just upset because his son isn't everything that he wanted him to be." He glanced at his partner. "Some parents take that a little harder than others." Tracy grinned. "Tell me about it. So, what's next?" A sudden wave of vertigo hit Nick and he grasped at the porch railing to steady himself. The steps swam in front of him. He could see Tracy mouthing words at him, but couldn't quite manage to focus in on what she was saying. Then, just as suddenly as the sensation had come upon him, it was gone. "I said, are you all right?" Tracy reached for his arm. "I'm fine." He shook her hand off. "Just tired. I didn't sleep today." He stepped down the stairs and headed for the caddy. "Next is that I drop you at your car and then we both go home and get some sleep. We can phone up some of Boswell's friends this evening. How does that sound?" "It sounds great." Tracy looked at him closely. He seemed the same as he always did. Maybe her imagination was beginning to work overtime from lack of sleep. She hadn't gotten much of it herself lately. "Are you sure?" "I'm sure, Tracy, I'm fine." He opened the passenger side door for her. Tracy slid into the passenger seat and closed her eyes for the short ride back to the station. Her bed would indeed feel very good this morning. More Deaths Than One Must Die part 08/16 by Kathy Whelton (c) 1998 Nick quickly scanned the floor of the Raven as he entered. At this late hour, few patrons remained. A mortal couple clung desperately to one another in the center of the dance floor. No music was playing, but that didn't seem to discourage their clumsy movements. The remainder of those scattered about the dimly-lit room were vampires; young ones. Nick could feel their surprise register as he entered the room. Seated alone at the far end of the bar was LaCroix, seemingly not the least bit surprised at his arrival. Some things never changed. Nick moved smoothly across the floor and slid onto the seat nearest his master. LaCroix took a long, slow sip from his glass. "Nicholas, how good of you to finally pay us a visit. It was unfortunate that you missed the grand reopening.; I even had a balloon with your name on it." Nick forced himself to suppress a grin. "I did hear about it, LaCroix. I just couldn't figure out why you reopened the club." Nick glanced around. The atmosphere was far more subdued than it had been previously. There didn't seem to be a single stripper in sight. As much as LaCroix seemed to enjoy his persona as the Nightcrawler, he had little affection for his position as owner and manager of the Raven. Why LaCroix would force himself to revisit the scene of Divia's death on a nightly basis escaped any logic that Nick could perceive. He had never seemed the type for willing self-flagellation. The needs of the Community demanded it, much to LaCroix's dismay. The Community in Toronto had all but disappeared between the fever that had killed so many and the debacle that had occurred with his daughter's return. Slowly, surely they had begun to filter their way back to the city. They were young ones mostly; those whose masters had been all too careless in their schooling. He had never cared for the role of wet-nurse, particularly when it was thrust upon him. How like Nicholas to be totally oblivious to the increasing numbers of vampires around him. He was far too preoccupied with his petty, mortal concerns, particularly his relationship with Dr. Lambert, to notice the change in his own kind. "*I* have never been one to go back on a promise made to one of my children," LaCroix commented icily. Nick stared at his master in dull surprise. "You've heard from Janette?" He reached out and grasped LaCroix's hand lightly by the wrist. "Tell me." LaCroix stared at his arm until Nick loosened his grasp and withdrew the touch. It would serve Nicholas right to let him wonder. "She's still not ready to see you," he answered. Indeed, she was not ready to see any of them. It was only her need to see her 'strays' cared for and her concern over a mortal child that compelled her to seek him out. "So you have spoken to her." Nick stated flatly. It shouldn't be a surprise that Janette had contacted LaCroix instead of him. What he had done to her was unforgivable. All he wanted was a chance to let her know that he understood. "She's not interested in your understanding." Nick looked up, startled. It never ceased to amaze him how closely in tune to his thoughts LaCroix could be. Why had he even come here tonight? It was the last place he expected to end up after dropping Tracy off at the station. He had driven to the neighborhood with every intention of going over the crime scene again, alone this time, free to use his vampiric senses as he needed. Instead, he had landed here. A dull ache had started to form across his temples and he began to rub them slowly. "She needs advice from you instead?" he questioned sharply. From LaCroix, who could not be more pleased about his former child's return to the fold? "So why are you here, Nicholas?" LaCroix looked at him closely. "Surely not to rehash that old matter, or to comment on the condition of the club." There had been some rather disturbing sensations emanating from their link for a good part of the evening. Indeed, he had been unaware of Nicholas' approach until he had been quite literally on his doorstep, and even now there was something...something he couldn't quite put his finger on. "I was in the neighborhood," Nick answered. "A case." "Ah, police business," LaCroix commented sarcastically. "I should have known." There seemed to be little else that occasioned his son to cross his path these days. He took a long draught from his glass, then set it down heavily on the bar. "No," Nick responded vaguely. That wasn't why he had come. That wasn't why he was here at all...unless...unless the case had shaken him more than he had realized. "Have you heard anything?" "Only that it was a particularly...unpleasant affair." "I'm afraid you heard it right." The pounding in his head was now accompanied by a persistent ringing in his ears. He had to have been out of his mind to have come here, tonight of all nights. LaCroix seemed to know when he changed his clothes; whatever would make him think that he could conceal his latest attempt for a cure? He could feel the creep of the sun as it headed towards the horizon. He couldn't afford to be stuck here with LaCroix for the day. "I need to go." Nick stood abruptly, pushing the barstool out from under him. The only other occupant of the club was a rather pathetic looking fledgling, who suddenly looked like he wanted to be *anywhere* else at the moment. "Don't let me keep you from the good Doctor." For one bizarre moment Nick fought the urge to tell LaCroix everything: the cure, the disturbing memories that Brian Boswell's death had stirred in him. LaCroix's face was a tight mask. Was that disappointment he saw lingering there in his eyes, or just the usual disapproval? "This isn't about Natalie." "Really?" LaCroix arched a brow. "I thought everything was about Dr. Lambert these days. Her and your incessant guilt over what almost happened. Are you planning to spend the next half century chained to her in a ridiculous need to assuage your conscience?" Nick pressed his hands onto the bar and faced his master. "That's not why I'm with Natalie, and you know it." "Do I, Nicholas? Do you? It seems that you were quite willing to leave Toronto and Dr. Lambert not so very long ago." He paused and looked carefully at Nicholas. There was something different there. "Or perhaps you feel that she is getting closer to this ever elusive cure of yours?" Nick pulled his hands off the bar abruptly. "I don't know why I even bother trying to talk to you." He turned on his heel and headed for the door before LaCroix could detain him further. "Goodnight, LaCroix," he called over his shoulder." "Goodnight, Nicholas," LaCroix murmured. He had been far too inattentive to this situation lately. It would bear much closer watching in the future. Nick slid into the caddy and slammed the door shut behind him. His headache had continued to escalate and he rested his head against the back of the seat. He should go, already the sky to the east was lightening. The idea of spending the day in the trunk was only marginally more appealing than spending it dodging LaCroix's questions. It had been a foolish blunder to go the Raven this morning. He hadn't even given the drug that was circulating in his system a thought when he ventured towards the Raven; he only knew that he needed to see LaCroix. ---{---{--<@ Troyes, 1300 @>--}---}--- "Get your hands off me!" Nicholas pulled strongly away from LaCroix as the pair touched down in unison. Nicholas' hand went quickly to the side of his head. The wound had healed already, all that remained was a thin trail of dried blood down the side of his face. LaCroix reached out a solicitous hand, only to have it pushed away. "I said, get your hands off me," Nicholas snarled. "I'm fine." LaCroix set his jaw firmly. "No doubt you are. I do suggest that we seek shelter from the day to ensure that you remain that way, however." Nicholas glanced around the lightly wooded glade where they now stood. The dilapidated structure in front of them wasn't much. >From the look of it, its occupants had befallen difficult times, but it was far enough from the walls of the city to have their presence go unnoticed. It would also protect them from the rapidly increasing light of the day. God pity any soul that ventured near them today. The only drawback seemed to be that he would need to share the space with LaCroix. He spun and faced his master. "I can't believe you let them do that to us!" LaCroix sighed, exasperated. The incident had been unfortunate, to say the least, but regrettably unavoidable. If only Nicholas had heeded his warnings to keep his distance from the mortal populace, this whole thing might never have happened. "What would you have me do, Nicholas? Expose our true nature to the entire city? No." He reached out and touched Nicholas' shoulder lightly. "We will visit the good people of Troyes tonight. We will be avenged the wrong done to us." Nick shook LaCroix's gesture off. He no longer wanted to feel the touch of the hand that had held him so lovingly just a few, short hours ago. "And if they weren't wrong, LaCroix?" He took a step back, suddenly feeling a need to distance himself from his master, his lover. "Congress between men *is* unnatural; it's against the laws of God and man. God knows I would never have..." He let the sentence fall unfinished between them. He had never understood the attraction of one man for another in his mortal days. To think that he had succumbed to such predilections. It was LaCroix. Only with LaCroix did he feel such unholy passions. It didn't feel wrong when they were together. The sensations that passed between them had no rival, not even the love that he felt for Janette. Deep in LaCroix's blood, he felt a passion for him that defied all description. Perhaps that was the forbidden fruit: to be loved so totally, so completely. "Maybe they were right to be repulsed by us, to drive us from their midst." LaCroix stood for a moment, his mouth slackened in surprise. He knew how easily Nicholas could be swayed by mortal convention, but how he could so freely dismiss his own feelings in favor of a transient spasm of public morality defied belief. "You can't be serious. Surely what has passed between us cannot be judged by that rabble...or anyone else." He took a step closer to his progeny. There had been a certain...hesitation in the beginning of their physical relationship, but that was to be expected. If Nicholas had taken offense in this, he had certainly kept it well hidden. "Oh, but I am serious, LaCroix." Nicholas could not tell if the burning he felt was the sun upon the horizon, or the sting of the humiliation he had suffered. To be driven through the streets, reviled as a catamite by those he would call friend. "I want nothing more from you; not today or any other day. It's finished." LaCroix's jaw tightened and he drew his shoulders back. Even unclothed and in such humble surroundings, he managed to exude an air of power and dignity. "As you wish, Nicholas. I shall trouble you no further." He turned his back on his son and walked slowly towards the ramshackle building. Nicholas felt his anger drop away. Beneath the composed facade, the desolation in LaCroix's eyes had been unmistakable. "LaCroix," he called weakly, but the elder man failed to respond. "I didn't mean..." He held his hand out to the departing figure, then let it fall. The words had been said; there would be no taking them back. There was no question now that the discomfort he felt was the rising of the sun, the thin chemise he wore offered little protection from its damning rays. He glanced in the direction in which LaCroix had departed, then headed abruptly the other way . A stack of moldering hay would suit him just as well this day. He would keep his own company for now. ----{----{---<@ ----{----{---<@ Nick sat bolt upright in the caddy. The sky had lightened considerably since he had last glanced out the window. This time, there was no moldy haystack in which to take cover. He looked over at the front door of the Raven. No, he had no desire to cross that bridge again tonight. He turned the ignition over and stepped heavily on the gas. With any luck at all, he still might have time to make it to the loft with little damage done. More Deaths Than One Must Die part 09/16 by Kathy Whelton (c) 1998 Nick stepped quickly off the elevator as it ground to a halt. The shutters were already down; he had undoubtedly given Natalie more than a few moments of worry over his late arrival. She turned from where she stood, just in front of the stove, as he entered. He could already see the thin lines of disapproval forming around her lips. "I thought you were going to be home early this morning, Nick? This is *not* the time to be pushing it, no matter how good you feel." Nick crossed the loft in a few, hurried steps. He pressed his body firmly against hers and rested his forefinger on her lips. "Shh," he said softly. Nick drew his arms around her and held her tightly. He laid his head against her soft shoulder, allowing her hair to form a natural pillow for him. She had just showered and smelled delightfully of roses. Natalie hesitated for just a second before returning the embrace. She felt the coolness of his forehead against her face. If the drug was working, it would seem that there had been no miraculous transformations in the past few hours. "Nick," she started hesitantly, "What is this all about?" He tightened his arms briefly before easing his hold on her. "I just needed a hug," he said quietly. "Did you know what a complete and utter idiot I can be sometimes?" Natalie's warm laugh started from deep within her. "As a matter of fact, I do," she responded jokingly. The smile faded from her lips as she pulled back and faced him. He wasn't joking--and this had nothing to do with her. "This isn't about being late, is it?" "No," he acknowledged sadly. "Another time, another place." Another life so far removed from this, it was hard for even him to connect the two. Whatever it was, it was serious. Natalie slide her hands over his shoulders. "Anything you want to talk about?" It was nothing he could talk about, certainly not with Natalie. How could he ever expect her to understand his feelings for LaCroix when he didn't begin to understand them himself? What would she think of him if she knew they had been lovers, or that he had behaved so cruelly at the end? He brushed a stray lock of chestnut hair from her eyes. There were some things better left unsaid. "No," he responded. "Not this time." "Fine." Natalie pulled from his arms, irritated. It was probably too much to hope that someday he'd feel no need to conceal his past from her. "How are you feeling?" "Great," he lied. At least the headache had subsided to a dull roar. "Just tired. I think that maybe I tolerated a bit more sun than usual this morning." He held his hands up for inspection. "See, not a mark on them, and it's pretty light out there." "That's wonderful," Natalie responded enthusiastically, looking at his hands. They were, indeed, free from any marks from the sun. "Did you eat anything?" "I did. Tracy and I stopped on the way back to the station. I managed to get half a donut down," he answered proudly. "Donuts, Nick? If you're going to eat, at least pick something healthy." She pinched the skin around his waist. "I don't want you getting all soft and flabby on me." Natalie slid her arms around him again. For the first time, she let herself feel a tiny glimmer of hope that this might really be the answer. "And you told me you'd always love me, no matter what," he said with mock seriousness. "And I always will," Natalie responded quietly. She rested her head against his chest, secretly hoping to hear the beating of his heart, but met with nothing but that horrible silence that she knew so well. Soon, she told herself. One small step at a time. "Right now, I need to draw some blood from you. Sit," she commanded, pointing at a kitchen chair. Natalie efficiently drew the blood from his arm. "I have some tests to run on this. If things look good, I'll give you a second dose of the medication before you go in to work tonight. Why don't you swing by the morgue on your way in?" Nick watched as she packed up her medical bag. "You're leaving?" "I need to get this to the lab," she said, indicating the tube of blood. "I think it'll be better if I sleep at my place today." There would be less temptation, for either of them that way." Natalie kissed him quickly on the temple. "Remember, no blood, and please try and remember to feed Sydney when you get up tonight." "As if he'd let me forget." Nick stood as Natalie headed for the elevator. "I'll see you tonight." "Tonight," Natalie managed just as the door closed. She clasped her bag tightly to her chest. Hopefully tonight there would be wonderful news for them both. Nick crossed the loft and pulled open the refrigerator door. The interior was far more crowded now, stuffed with food for Natalie and cat food for Sydney. He reached past and grabbed the half-full green bottle that was nestled in the back. It held little appeal for him; he wasn't sure he could drink it if he tried. He pushed the bottle back into the fridge and smiled to himself. A little headache he could take, if that was the price he had to pay for becoming human. Nick felt something wind around his legs as he headed up the stairs. In one, swift movement he reached down and scooped Sydney into his arms. "Looks like it's you and me today, buddy. I hope you're up for it." Sydney purred briefly, then strained to be free of Nick's arms. "Only interested in your next meal, are you?" Nick hoisted Sydney into the air and looked into the feline's eyes. "Well, I do know how that can be, don't I? But not for much longer ...not for much longer." What harm could there be in feeding him again? "Just don't tell Nat, will you? This is between us guys." Nick placed Sydney back down on the floor and headed once more to the refrigerator. -------------- Tracy stepped cautiously amid the debris that lay scattered across the stairwell. She tried the wall switch for the light, but with no success. Fumbling in the darkness, she inserted her key into the lock and pushed the door open. "Vachon," she called to the dim interior. "Vachon, are you home?" "Where else would I be?" he answered, suddenly standing before her. She didn't jump and he was almost disappointed. Startling Tracy Vetter had become one of his favorite hobbies, he'd hate to have to give it up. "Any number of places, I would imagine," she responded. As much as she tried to brace herself, his sudden entrances never failed to surprise her. She was just getting better about not reacting to them. She looked about the apartment. He had done little to improve the decor since moving in several months ago; most of his few belongings remained packed loosely in crates scattered about the living area. At least it was clean. That was more than you could say about the church. "Can you tell me why we went to all the trouble of finding you a basement apartment with all the modern conveniences if you weren't going to have the electricity turned on?" Her voice was tinged with irritation. All she wanted was to be home in her nice, warm bed. She didn't appreciate an added detour on her way home to play messenger. Vachon took her hands in his and lead her carefully to the couch. "The modern conveniences were for you, if I recall. I prefer candlelight." He brushed his fingers softly through the ends of her hair. The soft flicker of the flames cast a soft glow to her face. "Everything looks so much nicer in candlelight, don't you think?" "It's not going to work, Vachon," she responded, although it was actually working quite well. It was amazing how quickly the real world slipped away when she was with him. "You can save the charm for some other occasion when you need it more." Vachon let his hand fall, grinning. "So what brings you here this morning?" he asked. "If not my charming company." "Get your phone turned back on, Vachon. Natalie Lambert's been trying to reach you for over a day. She's started giving Nick that new drug that she's been working on and I think she wants to draw some blood from you." "Really." Vachon straightened on the couch. "Any luck so far?" "I...I don't know," she answered hesitantly. "It's hard to say with Nick. He seems pretty much the same to me." Not that she was any good judge of Nick Knight. The fact that he had hidden his vampirism from her for so long still grated on her. She could accept the fact that he had just been trying to protect her, it was the fact that she missed it for so long that was hard to take. As was the way he still treated her, more like a pesky little sister than a partner--or a friend. "Vachon," she started slowly. A question had been on her mind for some time, and it didn't seem that there would be a better opportunity than this. "Why are you so interested in helping Natalie and Nick with this? I mean, what's in it for you?" "Does there have to be something in it for me?" he questioned. "I like them, Natalie especially, and I owe her, both of them really. Is that so hard to understand?" "No...I guess I was wondering if this cure was of any interest to you...personally?" Tracy watched carefully for his reaction. Vachon laughed loudly. "You mean, am I interested in being human again? Afraid not, Trace. I like what I am. I've never led you to believe anything else." "I know you haven't." Tracy leaned forward on the couch. "I guess I just don't understand why Nick feels so differently." It wasn't something that he seemed ready to discuss with her anytime soon either. "Maybe if I had a master like..." Vachon stopped abruptly. That had been a mistake. Tracy edged towards him eagerly, her eyes wide with curiosity. "Nick has a master? And you've met her?" Tracy stopped for a minute to think. "Since you just met Nick here in Toronto, she must be here too." Tracy shook him lightly by the arm. "Tell me!" "It's a him," he stated flatly. This was a fine time for Tracy to start acting like a detective. "What's a him?" "Knight's master. He's a him. This isn't a dinner party, Trace. It doesn't necessarily go girl, boy, girl, boy." "Oh." She sat back against the couch. Another useful piece of information to store away. "Are you going to tell me more or not?" Vachon sighed. He had said far too much already. Now he would have to say more, if only for Tracy's sake. It wouldn't do to have her bring this up at the wrong time, or in the wrong place. Tracy had stayed away from the Raven so far, but he wasn't taking any bets on how long that would last. He sometimes thought that this was all a game to her, and she had no idea how dangerous it could really be. "Listen to me. I'm only telling you this for your own protection." He paused. "Knight's master is a two thousand year old Roman general, who would not take your knowing about him lightly." Tracy's jaw hung in disbelief. "Two thousand years old. Wow. That's incredible," she responded. She couldn't begin to imagine what it would be like to live so long, to see so many changes in the world. "He must be a fascinating man to talk to." "I suspect that Knight doesn't feel quite the same way." He had never been able to make sense of the relationship between the two. On the surface they seemed to barely tolerate one another, but the brief glimpse he had had when he drank Knight's blood had told him that the relationship went far deeper. He just couldn't tell whether the predominant feeling that they had for one another was love, or hatred. Now he really had her curiosity aroused. "What do you mean by that?" "Knight's master makes your father look like Ward Cleaver, Trace. And his main mission in life seems to be keeping Knight on the straight and narrow, vampire-wise that is." He could almost see the wheels turning in her head. She wasn't about to leave this alone. "This is serious, Tracy. Deadly serious. If he even has an inkling that you know about us, about the Community, you'll be dead. I won't be able to protect you and I don't think Knight will either." "What about Natalie?" she questioned. "*He* must know about Natalie, she seems to have managed to stay alive." Vachon threw his hands up. "I don't know what goes on there, and I don't want to know." After Divia, the less he had to do with LaCroix and any of his family, the happier he was. "I just want you to promise me that you'll leave this alone." He only prayed that LaCroix never found out he was helping Knight on this ridiculous quest of his. The thought of what might happen made his stomach turn. Tracy looked into his dark eyes, so full of concern for her. "All right," she relented. "I promise. There, are you happy now?" "Relieved is more like it," he replied. He ran his fingertips lightly over her hand. "Can you stay a while?" "No." Tracy rose to her feet. "I have to run. I have to pick up some school records for a case we're working on." It was amazing the number of mindless tasks that could only be done during daylight hours. "Anything interesting?" "Hmm," she hesitated. "I suppose so. A young man was brutally beaten to death in an alley off of Church St.. It's shaping up like maybe it's a hate crime--he was coming out of a gay bar when it happened." "And that doesn't interest you?" This was a change. Usually he couldn't get her to stop talking about her cases. "It's not that...exactly. I just think that it might be better handled by someone else. Someone with better ties to the gay community, maybe." "Someone different from you?" He looked at her closely. This was a side of Tracy he hadn't seen before. "I didn't mean it that way." She dropped back onto the couch, frustrated. She didn't know what she meant, that was the problem. She'd always come up with the 'right' answers during sensitivity training classes. If anyone had suggested she'd have a problem with this, she'd have been indignant. She was open minded. Hell, half the people she knew weren't even...well, people. The image of the bar earlier in the evening played in her head. It had embarrassed her to see men in one another's arms, kissing one another, touching one another. Nick had been no help at all. As usual, he wasn't interested in what she was thinking or feeling. "I guess I just have to wonder why he was at some sleazy bar in the middle of the night. He wasn't even of legal age." "So you're saying it's his own fault that he was murdered?" "Of course not. He didn't deserve that." No one deserved what had happened to Brian Boswell. "You should have seen his parents, Vachon. They were devastated. I'm not sure they had to be put through all this." She shook her head sadly. "Don't worry." Tracy came to her feet once again. "I'm trained to leave my personal feelings out of this, remember?" She managed a thin smile. "Shall I tell Natalie that you'll be by?" "You may," he answered. "And if you need anyone to talk to..." At least it was more than she had gotten from her partner. "I know, Vachon, thanks." Tracy stepped awkwardly to the door. She could never quite figure out how she was supposed to say good-bye to him. She settled for a quick hug, then stepped through the door into the daylight. More Deaths Than One Must Die part 10/16 by Kathy Whelton (c) 1998 Nick glanced at the clock as he hurried into the bullpen area of the precinct. He was running late. The stop he had made at the morgue had taken longer than he had anticipated; not that he could quite bring himself to care. He allowed himself a smile. The cure was working; he was even more sure of it now than he had been earlier. Even after not feeding for over a day, the blood in the refrigerator still had no lure for him. Natalie was hopeful as well. She tried to hide it from him, but he could see it in her eyes, that little spark that hadn't been there in a long time, the way she was humming to herself as he entered the morgue. Oh, she had fussed and drawn more blood, then fussed some more. Finally she deemed it reasonable to give him a second dose of the medication, all the while cautioning him not to get his hopes up. The headache that had retreated with some sleep had returned with a vengeance. Nick slid into his chair and gently massaged his temples, his elbows resting atop his desk. He had considered mentioning it to Natalie, but had discarded the idea. She would only worry needlessly and probably put everything on hold; he would let her know soon enough, and by then she could tell him to take two aspirin and call her in the morning. He grinned again. He wouldn't have too far to call--he had every intention of waking up every morning right beside her. "I think they're waiting for you." Nick jerked his head back, startled. He had been totally unaware of Sergeant Miller's presence behind him. "Who's waiting for me?" "The Captain and Tracy," she responded. "They're in Reese's office with someone who has some sort of information about the Boswell case. Reese has called out twice looking for you." Nick stood and faced the Sergeant. A sudden wave of dizziness swept over him and he grabbed the back of his chair for support. "Is it a witness?" he managed. "Beats me," she shrugged. "All I know is that he gave me a bad case of the creeps when he came to the desk." "Thanks." He groaned inwardly as she walked away. It was probably too late to beat a hasty retreat back to the morgue, Reese would hear that he'd been here. Not that he'd trust himself to drive, or fly, anywhere at the moment. Besides, it would be nice to get a break on the case. Nick froze as he entered the room. Reese was there, seated behind his desk, a distinctly uncomfortable look on his face. "Here he is now," Reese stated as Nick entered, a frown crossing his face as he took a quick glance at his watch. He gestured to the seat opposite the desk. "This gentleman has some information regarding the Boswell case. He was most...adamant about you being here for the discussion." "It seemed only logical to wait for the primary investigative officer. Wouldn't you agree, Detective?" Lucien LaCroix turned his head to face Nick, a smile on his lips. He sat relaxed in the hard backed chair, the tips of his fingers pressed together. The glare from the fluorescent lights made him seem even paler than usual, a stark contrast to his neatly pressed, black silk suit. "Otherwise, I may find myself here the entire night, endlessly repeating the same story." Nick moved into the room with carefully measured steps, his face a mask. He nodded to Tracy, who stood resting against the far wall of the room. "I'm quite sure that Detective Vetter would have handled your statement just fine, Mr. ...Um..." "LaCroix," LaCroix supplied smoothly. "Lucien LaCroix." "Of course...Mr. LaCroix." Nick propped himself on the edge of the Captain's desk, his eyes scanning the ceiling as if the answer to a puzzle could be found there. "The incident at the Raven last year," he said suddenly. "How could I have forgotten?" Nick's mind raced to come up with all the possible reasons for LaCroix's visit; none of them were good. They all led to his growing fear that somehow LaCroix had learned of his latest attempt for a cure and this charade was part of some plan to stop him before the treatments were complete. Reese snorted loudly. He certainly had not forgotten Lucien LaCroix, nor did he see any reason to change the opinion he had formed of him at the time. This guy was wrong, dreadfully wrong and there wasn't a thing he could do about it. "It seems that Mr. LaCroix is a busy man. In addition to owning the Raven, he also has a nightly radio talk show. Calls himself the Nightcaller." "Nightcrawler," LaCroix corrected, the slightest note of irritation entering his voice. "Whatever," Reese shrugged. "Unless it has something to do with hockey, I'm afraid I wouldn't know. Anyway, Mr. LaCroix has a tape he wants us to listen to. He claims it has some bearing on the Boswell case." LaCroix arched a brow. Perhaps he had overestimated the Captain at their last meeting--hockey, indeed. "I do not *claim* anything. I have a tape here of a young man who says he was an eyewitness to the murder. If it's not something that you'd be interested in... I'll be on my way. As you said, I am a busy man." LaCroix unfolded his hands and moved to stand. "Play the tape," Nick stated firmly. If LaCroix was playing games over the death of an innocent boy, he would regret ever coming here tonight. LaCroix leaned forward and pushed the 'Play' button on the tape deck. There were a few seconds of tape hiss, and then a quivering teenage voice spoke. "He's dead, I tell you, Nightcrawler, he's dead." "Of course he is. That's no reason to be quite so upset. Tell me, my friend, who is that has so recently departed this world for the next?" "Jesus, I don't even know his name. He was a fag, a queer. We were just supposed to give him a hard time, maybe rough him up a bit...I never knew this was going to happen." "Of course you didn't. That would make you responsible for your own actions, would it not?" "I...I didn't *do* anything. I only watched. Honest, Nightcrawler." "Watched while a fellow human being was brutalized and murdered. That's not so bad now, is it?" "Nightcrawler??" The recording ceased, obviously cut from what came after. The tape hissed again. LaCroix smiled enigmatically and, pressing the 'Stop' button, leaned back in his chair. "This went out over the air?" Reese asked. It was a wonder that they hadn't been flooded with calls regarding the killing. "I make it a practice to take calls off the air as well," LaCroix responded evenly, "ever since a rather...unfortunate incident which occurred during one of the station breaks. This particular call wasn't ---well-suited for last night's show." "How do we know any of this is for real and not some publicity stunt?" Tracy's brows knit together. She had no fond recollections of LaCroix either. Although they had never proven any involvement in the Hamid Karam homicide, the story he had given never seemed quite right. It was also the case that led to Vachon's apparent death, and at her hand. "This is a copy," LaCroix replied. "The master is available at the station for your inspection, should you feel that is warranted." "This is all well and good," Reese interjected. "But no names are mentioned. We still don't know who these people are or how we go about finding them. It's a big city out there." LaCroix slid his hand into the breast pocket of his jacket and pulled a small piece of paper. Nick recognized the precise handwriting as LaCroix slid the paper across the desk to Reese. "The equipment in the studio was recently refurbished. I had a caller identification system installed. This is the number which was displayed." "I thought you guaranteed confidentiality to all your callers?" Nick challenged. "If someone is fool enough to confess to being a participant in a homicide, I feel it's only my civic duty to see that they are taken off the streets." "Tracy." Reese handed the paper to the young detective. "Run this over to communications and see if they can come up with a name to go with this number. It's probably a pay phone, but you never know." Reese looked evenly at LaCroix. What was it about this guy that made him feel he was only getting a small fraction of what was really going on? "Is there anything else you'd like to add?" "I think I've done more than enough, Captain. I leave the rest in your capable hands." LaCroix rose from the chair. "I assume I'm free to go?" "Of course," Reese muttered. "Just be available if we need access to your studio or those tapes." "As you wish, Captain." LaCroix turned, catching Nick's eye as he did. He nodded his head slightly. "Detective." Nick stepped quickly from Reese's office, hurrying to keep pace with LaCroix's long strides. He couldn't let LaCroix leave without hearing the answer to one question. Nick reached out and grabbed LaCroix lightly by the arm. "Why?" he asked, puzzled over LaCroix's actions. "Why what, Nicholas?" LaCroix responded. Nick glanced around quickly. Few in the station seemed to be paying them any mind. "What's your interest in this case? " Nick's eyes narrowed with suspicion. "And don't try to tell me that you're only being a good citizen." "Nicholas, my boy, are you accusing me of some ulterior motive? I'm crushed." LaCroix's lips curled into a thin smile, but there was something there in his eyes. Maybe he had some need to see justice served in this as well. Nick let his hand fall and took a step backwards. "Thanks," he said simply. "I'll let you know what we come up with." "Are you quite sure that you're all right, Nicholas? You don't_look_ well." Even as close as they were standing, the link between them was chaotic, even erratic. The color of Nicholas' face was a ghastly shade of gray. All the result, no doubt, of some bizarre, new dietary regime designed to bring him back to the mortal world. Well, he could eat green cheese for all the good it would do him, Nicholas would never make it back. "I'm fine," Nick answered brusquely, turning away. "I need to get back to work." "Of course," LaCroix replied. "You do that," he ended, turning on his heel. "We got him." Tracy hurried across the bullpen, a look of satisfaction on her face. "The number belongs to a home in suburban Toronto." Nick leaned his weight against the wall partition in front of Reese's office. He had the terrifying feeling that if he sat down now, he might never make it back to his feet. The ringing in his ears was back, obscuring all but the loudest of sounds. Maybe this was all that mortals could hear. He no longer had memories enough to compare it to. "You seem more enthusiastic," he commented. "I thought you didn't want this case?" "It's growing on me," she responded. She looked at him, puzzled, and reached a tentative hand towards his head. "Hey, you have some gray hairs here." Nick snapped his head forward and raked his fingers through his hair. "They've always been there," he replied quickly. "You've just never noticed." "Do you know how much time I've spent looking across our desks at the top of your head?" she asked, a bit annoyed at his abrupt dismissal. "I'm telling you, something's different." She reached her had out towards his hair once again. "And I'm telling you they've always been there." Nick grabbed her hand and squeezed it tightly. He saw the pain flash across her face, followed quickly by fear. He had never seen a fear of him in her eyes before. Nick quickly let go of her hand. "Tracy...I'm sorry. I didn't mean..." Tracy rubbed one hand with the other. "Sure, no problem. Let's just get going." She grabbed her coat off the rack and headed swiftly for the door. More Deaths Than One Must Die part 11/16 by Kathy Whelton (c) 1998 Tracy pulled the car up the long drive and killed the ignition. She had driven, Nick claiming rather unconvincingly that the Caddy was giving him some trouble. She glanced at him, his head resting against the seat, his eyes clos